Trapped In Wonderland

Been having a lot on my mind lately. From simple stuff to complex. Been feeling a lot of different ways. I miss the way things used to be. When we were careless and carefree. When life was simpler than it seemed. Now, it’s all dark and gloomy. Ever since you left.

  I know you won’t check this for a very long time, so now is a good time for me to get some feelings and thoughts out in the open.

  It’s easy. I’ll put it like this: I never want to go back there, but you made me love it somehow. I remember. I remember. When we were kids and you were spinning me in the field next to our little school and you said, “how long until we leave?”. I replied, “we?”.  

I still think back on us. Months later. Almost 6 months to be exact since we last spoke or saw each other. I still think of everything.