Trapped In Wonderland

I miss you. I miss the smell you had. I miss the way you'd stand beside me, or the way you'd lay. I miss your laughter, always light and airy - like you've never suffered or endured pain before. I miss your touch - how gentle but firm, soft but not. I miss your voice, deep and calming. I miss you. I miss holding you, laughing with you, talking to you. I miss you. Oh I miss you so much.

Today, I did not wake up with that glow in my eyes. They say I will, once wounds have healed and my hands have picked up all my broken pieces. Well, I guess I am not there just yet. But one thing is for sure: now, I know better. 

After a while of being holed up in the darkness of your own making, you become numb to everything that happens around you. Good news are only good as long as it takes you to realise that they pave the way to more bad news. 

I’ll reply  Online To avoid my fears In person Till the keystrokes Hide this grimace Barely worthy Of real  Eyes

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