Memories

There are days when I crave someone's hug. And most of the days I crave real happiness and love. I don't know why I feel so empty and blank. And I don't share these to my friends because I know how miniscule and selfish it is.



I go out there hiding behind the camera wishing I could find someone who could nurse my emptiness and who would love me endlessly. But each time I do that, I just end up wanting you more. I'm just so connected to someone who is so disconnected to me. And it makes me sad and emotional. Why do I have to keep myself imprisoned by you? You took my happiness and my life when you decided to leave and I hope you are aware of it. I cry for the future we lost. But I’ll forever be grateful for the past and memories we have and share. I mourn for what could have been. But I’ll smile for what was. To have been embraced the way I was, held, loved and sheltered. I’ll forever treasure every single moment. We might never see each other ever again but your face, smile, laugh, scent and warmth will forever be an imprint left on my heart.